As the world turns

As the world turns ,my world falls!
i remain trapped between my mental walls
Trapped between my brain cells ,caved in like prisoners in jail cells
left captured within my own mind.
i'm dried out like long time wells... cuz...well it's been a long time coming.
i've been long time dealing ,long time waiting, hoping and praying that my world would never ever come crashing down...never ever ever come crashing down!
I'm barred from reaching out to you to do what we not so need to do because i want you and you want me too.
People and problems come between us like the priority from Arima to Toyota
but you are my bread and water
Crying my self to sleep my teardrops freeze like my heart beats soon you'll be gathering a podium ,reets and seats to say goodbye to it.
I'm no good for you?
I always thought that i was good enuf to live, good enough to give and good enough to love but 1ce again life must get in the way
so what must i do,conform to society or live life declared a victim of insanity?
I think i'd rather live insain because the truth of the matter is they'd still look down on me.
Wheteher i loved u or our love died their acceptance i'd always be denied no matter if i tried and tried.
I'd try and try an still be tied to these bars of lies.
U say to me They'd change their mind because they not always but usually do
Yu said i should make more of an effort but babe pour on me yur sympathy .
Awoman's heart has just been broken, a child's hope has just run dry and a girl's dream has just been taken away....So i need you by my side to say awwww kiss my forehead,nose and eyes with a big warm hug!
I only have you by my side.
So they hate me!, as strongly as the emotions the very word evokes
dealing me blows,right hook left hook pounding on my barely pounding heart.
For now i doubt we'd survive but i'd rather plead insanity than conform while i'm alive!
babe take me to flight school. up up and away lets make our own culture ,so they'd be happy without me but it won't matter because it will be our reality.
lets live out our dreams,lets ride or die!




yours truly
from Bonny to Clyde